i think i do..

I love you ,I love you not
round and round goes this continuous thought
Is it the fear to feel that's holding be back
or is it the ability to trust and love that I lack
my heart says I LOVE YOU
but my mind says uhhhh I think I do
I can't seem to figure out what's keeping me
from giving my whole heart to you
DAMN ,IT'S A SHAME IM SCARED OF YOU!!!
Im scared to let you love me in fear of you letting me go
Like other lost loves you've told me of
Im not up for feeling the heartache that comes
from losing your first love
So, am I willing to give up love
because of fear that I'll lose it?
Or will I throw my inhibitions to the wind and give in?
I haven't felt for so long but your breaking down the walls
but im still fragile and timid
like a new born child my eyes are just now being open
open to possibilities I've never considered before
I mean who would love me? Im not special and pretty like the others
but still your here telling me what I've waited forever to hear
that you love me and you sound so sincere
but im still tryna guard my heart from what I feel
is an inevitable hurt