She cuts her soles on glass paved highways
shards cut into her like he did
SHE is the definition of rage
behind dark matted hair
her coal black eyes remember
fists hit flesh
body mangled like the twisted steel of a car wreck
his dick was his weapon of choice
until she got tired
and cock blasted his cock back
and now barefoot and bleeding she walks this glass paved highway...
Thursday, December 27, 2007
love like poetry
I want a love like poetry
a complex simplicity
i want to get drunk off his words
just so that i can regurgitate them back into his lap
i want every sylliable he speaks to penetrate me
just so that i can know what love really feels like
i want my lips to take him on journeys
and want him to kiss my so deeply
that i can feel his heartbeat on my lips
a love filled with pure passion
i want his hands to grip my thighs
like rubber soles grip concrete
fingernails dig deep into my flesh
tearing off my outter layer
desprate to get to whats inside
the candy in the pinata
mi corazon, my heart the prize
i want to be present in his tomorrows
and live for his todays
i want to get lost in his thoughts only to be found in his dreams
he would take me places my fingers colud'nt
make my eyes roll so far back i can see my own thouhgts
he would fuck me with his inked tipped tounge until i gave birth to love
we would feed it on a stedy diet of strengh and hope
and when love cried out...
a complex simplicity
i want to get drunk off his words
just so that i can regurgitate them back into his lap
i want every sylliable he speaks to penetrate me
just so that i can know what love really feels like
i want my lips to take him on journeys
and want him to kiss my so deeply
that i can feel his heartbeat on my lips
a love filled with pure passion
i want his hands to grip my thighs
like rubber soles grip concrete
fingernails dig deep into my flesh
tearing off my outter layer
desprate to get to whats inside
the candy in the pinata
mi corazon, my heart the prize
i want to be present in his tomorrows
and live for his todays
i want to get lost in his thoughts only to be found in his dreams
he would take me places my fingers colud'nt
make my eyes roll so far back i can see my own thouhgts
he would fuck me with his inked tipped tounge until i gave birth to love
we would feed it on a stedy diet of strengh and hope
and when love cried out...
Bare
So i lay here
wrists slit and naked for all to see
does my bareness offend you?
does the sight of blood make you sick?
i apologize
for this is who i am and i can only be me
bare and broken but unashamed
and as i lay here
blood pouring from my wrists
trickeling down my fingers
dropping onto my abdomen
i am at peace
bleeding and bare i am at peace
there is no white light
i do not see God
only you
i am alive
and as you take my blood stained hand i realize that we are both bleeding
I from my wrist you from your heart
we are both bare
the world turns but we are at rest
you grab my lifeless limbs
kiss my slit wrists and wait
my pulse gets weaker but my body feels no loss
i surrender
wrists slit and naked for all to see
does my bareness offend you?
does the sight of blood make you sick?
i apologize
for this is who i am and i can only be me
bare and broken but unashamed
and as i lay here
blood pouring from my wrists
trickeling down my fingers
dropping onto my abdomen
i am at peace
bleeding and bare i am at peace
there is no white light
i do not see God
only you
i am alive
and as you take my blood stained hand i realize that we are both bleeding
I from my wrist you from your heart
we are both bare
the world turns but we are at rest
you grab my lifeless limbs
kiss my slit wrists and wait
my pulse gets weaker but my body feels no loss
i surrender
The bad feeling...
Sometimes i find it hard to breath
this anxiety is stifiling
bad dreams and old memeries haunt me
i can feel the filth on my skin
the touches that wont wash away
i feel dirty
why did they do this to me
i was only a child
i was asleep
awoken by a shake
you told me to move over
i complied
what happened next
i try to forget
but theses images keep haunting me
for hours and years after i've tried to
wash you from my skin
but its no use
im tainted
and to this day i weep
im guarded
i can't, won't let anyone get close
in fear of being used
do you see the pain you've caused
have you felt my tear stained sheets
felt my damp pillows
did you hear my silent screams
no
beacause shhhhhh you siad dont tell anyone
you made me feel guilty
but i have done nothing
but cover this up
try to keep breathing
and fight through my anxiety
this anxiety is stifiling
bad dreams and old memeries haunt me
i can feel the filth on my skin
the touches that wont wash away
i feel dirty
why did they do this to me
i was only a child
i was asleep
awoken by a shake
you told me to move over
i complied
what happened next
i try to forget
but theses images keep haunting me
for hours and years after i've tried to
wash you from my skin
but its no use
im tainted
and to this day i weep
im guarded
i can't, won't let anyone get close
in fear of being used
do you see the pain you've caused
have you felt my tear stained sheets
felt my damp pillows
did you hear my silent screams
no
beacause shhhhhh you siad dont tell anyone
you made me feel guilty
but i have done nothing
but cover this up
try to keep breathing
and fight through my anxiety
The bad feeling...
Sometimes i find it hard to breath
this anxiety is stifiling
bad dreams and old memeries haunt me
i can feel the filth on my skin
the touches that wont wash away
i feel dirty
why did they do this to me
i was only a child
i was asleep
awoken by a shake
you told me to move over
i complied
what happened next
i try to forget
but theses images keep haunting me
for hours and years after i've tried to
wash you from my skin
but its no use
im tainted
and to this day i weep
im guarded
i can't, won't let anyone get close
in fear of being used
do you see the pain you've caused
have you felt my tear stained sheets
felt my damp pillows
did you hear my silent screams
no
beacause shhhhhh you siad dont tell anyone
you made me feel guilty
but i have done nothing
but cover this up
try to keep breathing
and fight through my anxiety
this anxiety is stifiling
bad dreams and old memeries haunt me
i can feel the filth on my skin
the touches that wont wash away
i feel dirty
why did they do this to me
i was only a child
i was asleep
awoken by a shake
you told me to move over
i complied
what happened next
i try to forget
but theses images keep haunting me
for hours and years after i've tried to
wash you from my skin
but its no use
im tainted
and to this day i weep
im guarded
i can't, won't let anyone get close
in fear of being used
do you see the pain you've caused
have you felt my tear stained sheets
felt my damp pillows
did you hear my silent screams
no
beacause shhhhhh you siad dont tell anyone
you made me feel guilty
but i have done nothing
but cover this up
try to keep breathing
and fight through my anxiety
...
I left something at your house
my dignity
it wasnt taken but given willingly
i think i left it at the foot of your bed
or maybe on your lips a trace may still linger
so easy it was to give into your charms
ha! and all along i thought i was stronger
as strong as the hard steel blade i carry with me
I
have
failed
I became vunerable
and i your arms i found solace
and within your lips I found approval
like morphine they left me numb
and like cocaine they got me addicted
but i dont want another addiction
or another friend
just my luck seems like i've done it again
teasing my self with things i cant touch
sometimes it think i do too much
my dignity
it wasnt taken but given willingly
i think i left it at the foot of your bed
or maybe on your lips a trace may still linger
so easy it was to give into your charms
ha! and all along i thought i was stronger
as strong as the hard steel blade i carry with me
I
have
failed
I became vunerable
and i your arms i found solace
and within your lips I found approval
like morphine they left me numb
and like cocaine they got me addicted
but i dont want another addiction
or another friend
just my luck seems like i've done it again
teasing my self with things i cant touch
sometimes it think i do too much
There aint no way around it
You gotta keep pressin on
You keep gettin rejected
You just gotta run into it head on and pray you dont get hurt
Pray that everything gonna b alrite
Back up and run
Start off as a jog
Turn into a run
Floor it
Straight into the wall
Breathin hard
Fast or slow
Gaspin for breath
Dont feel like you can make it anymore
But u keeping goin for it
Keep runnin
Sweatin and nervous
Feelin like nuthins gonna change
But your almost there
you cant turn back now
BAM you hit the wall
You come out on the other side a little battered and bruised
But in the end your alrite
You made it thorough lifes brick wall
You gotta keep pressin on
You keep gettin rejected
You just gotta run into it head on and pray you dont get hurt
Pray that everything gonna b alrite
Back up and run
Start off as a jog
Turn into a run
Floor it
Straight into the wall
Breathin hard
Fast or slow
Gaspin for breath
Dont feel like you can make it anymore
But u keeping goin for it
Keep runnin
Sweatin and nervous
Feelin like nuthins gonna change
But your almost there
you cant turn back now
BAM you hit the wall
You come out on the other side a little battered and bruised
But in the end your alrite
You made it thorough lifes brick wall
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